I want something that is for me. I want to feel connected to something beyond any level I’ve understood before. I don’t expect what I desire to be unchanging but I do hope it is reliable. I want to know that if it changes, there is still space for me.
I think she thinks my depression will go away someday.
Are there any good blogs focused on living with depression?
Trying to explain my depression to my girlfriend without completely telling her that I think about death at least once a month. I was diagnosed with depression in elementary school so for 18+ years I’ve been this ball of emotions. Acting out and not being heard or understood.
I’m seeing a psychiatrist next month. I just want fewer dark days.